毫无疑问，表演和音乐创作是我最大的乐趣，但年少时，我更想和其他的小男孩一样，和我的朋友搭树屋、打水仗、捉迷藏。但恰恰相反，命中注定我只能羡慕那些充斥在我周围的笑声和欢乐。

　　There was no respite from my professional life.But on Sundays I would go Pioneering, the term used for the missionary work that Jehovah's Witnesses do.And it was then that I was able to see the magic of other people's childhood.

　　我的职业生活方式不允许我停下来。不过每逢星期天，我都会去“先锋会”，这是一个指代耶和华见证会传教工作的术语。那时，我就会设想别人充满魔力的童年。

　　Since I was already a celebrity, I would have to don a disguise of fat suit, wig, beard and glasses and we would spend the day in the suburbs of Southern California, going door-to-door or making the rounds of shopping malls, distributing our Watchtower magazine. I loved to set foot in all those regular suburban houses and catch sight of the shag rugs and La-Z-Boy armchairs with kids playing Monopoly and grandmas baby-sitting and all those wonderful, ordinary and starry scenes of everyday life.Many, I know, would argue that these things seem like no big deal. But to me they were mesmerizing.

　　因为我已是名人，所以我不得不穿肥大的衣服、戴假发、留胡须、戴眼镜、把自己伪装起来。我们会在加州南部的郊区度过一整天，挨家挨户串门，或在各个购物中心闲逛，发放我们的《望塔》杂志。我也喜欢到普通的郊区居民家里去，看壁炉旁和拉兹男孩扶手椅上，小孩子们在玩大富翁的游戏、老奶奶在照看小孩，看所有那些普通却绚丽多彩的日常生活场景。我知道很多人会认为这些没什么大不了的，但它们对于我来说却充满了诱惑。

　　I used to think that I was unique in feeling that I was without a childhood. I believed that indeed there were only a handful with whom I could share those feelings.

　　我过去常常认为唯独自己没有这种童年的感觉，我想能和我分享这种感觉的人更是少之又少。

　　respite

　　n. 缓解；暂缓

　　eg. The noise went on all night without respite.

　　吵闹声整夜不停。

　　missionary

　　adj. 传教的

　　eg. She taught in a missionary school for a couple of years.

　　她在一所教会学校教了两年书。

　　disguise

　　n. 伪装；用作伪装的东西

　　eg. Mary disguised her handwriting by writing with her left hand.

　　玛丽用左手写字以伪装自己的笔迹。

　　fireplace

　　n. 壁炉

　　eg. He tapped his pipe out into the fireplace.

　　他把烟斗的烟灰敲到壁炉里。

　　mesmerize

　　vt. 是催眠术；迷住

　　eg. The werewolves mesmerize their victims rather than killing them.

　　狼人们催眠那些被害者，而不是杀掉他们。