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In the empty staff room, Emma glared at the plate of steaming cheese and corn chips as if it was an enemy that must be defeated.
Standing1 suddenly, she crossed to Ian‘s locker and plunged her hand into the densely packed denim2 until she found some cigarettes. She took one, lit it, then lifted her spectacles and inspected her eyes in the cracked mirror, licking her finger to remove the tell-tale smears3. Her hair was long these days, styleless in a colour that she thought of as ‗Lank Mouse‘. She pulled a strand4 from the scrunchie that held it in place and ran finger and thumb along its length, knowing that when she washed it she would turn the shampoo grey. City hair. She was pale from too many late shifts, and plump too; for some months now she had been putting skirts on over her head. She blamed all those refried beans; fried then fried again. ‗Fat girl,‘ she thought, ‗stupid fat girl‘ this being one of the slogans currently playing in her head, along with ‗A Third of Your Life Gone‘ and ‗What‘s the Point of Anything?‘
Emma‘s mid-twenties had brought a second adolescence even more self-absorbed and doom-laden than the first one. ‗Why don‘t you come home, sweetheart?‘ her mum had said on the phone last night, using her quavering, concerned voice, as if her daughter had been abducted5. ‗Your room‘s still here. There‘s jobs at Debenhams‘ and for the first time she had been tempted6.
Once, she had thought she could conquer London. She had imagined a whirl of literary salons7, political engagement, larky parties, bittersweet romances conducted on Thames embankments. She had intended to form a band, make short films, write novels, but two years on the slim volume of verse was no fatter, and nothing really good had happened to her since she‘d been baton-charged at the Poll Tax Riots.
The city had defeated her, just like they said it would. Like some overcrowded party, noone had noticed her arrival, and no-one would notice if she left.
It wasn‘t that she hadn‘t tried. The idea of a career in publishing had floated itself. Her friend Stephanie Shaw had got a job on graduation, and it had transformed her. No more pints8 of lager and black for Stephanie Shaw. These days she drank white wine, wore neat little suits from Jigsaw9 and handed out Kettle Chips at dinner parties.
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1 standing | |
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的 | |
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2 denim | |
n.斜纹棉布;斜纹棉布裤,牛仔裤 | |
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3 smears | |
污迹( smear的名词复数 ); 污斑; (显微镜的)涂片; 诽谤 | |
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4 strand | |
vt.使(船)搁浅,使(某人)困于(某地) | |
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5 abducted | |
劫持,诱拐( abduct的过去式和过去分词 ); 使(肢体等)外展 | |
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6 tempted | |
v.怂恿(某人)干不正当的事;冒…的险(tempt的过去分词) | |
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7 salons | |
n.(营业性质的)店( salon的名词复数 );厅;沙龙(旧时在上流社会女主人家的例行聚会或聚会场所);(大宅中的)客厅 | |
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8 pints | |
n.品脱( pint的名词复数 );一品脱啤酒 | |
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9 jigsaw | |
n.缕花锯,竖锯,拼图游戏;vt.用竖锯锯,使互相交错搭接 | |
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