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Tender Is the Night - Book Two
by F. Scott Fitzgerald
Chapter 16
"I want to go away," he told Franz. "For a month or so, for as long as I can."
"Why not, Dick? That was our original arrangement—it was you who insisted on staying. If you and Nicole—"
"I don't want to go away with Nicole. I want to go away alone. This last thing knocked me sideways—if I get two hours' sleep in twenty-four, it's one of Zwingli's miracles."
"You wish a real leave of abstinence."
"The word is 'absence.' Look here: if I go to Berlin to the Psychiatric Congress could you manage to keep the peace? For three months she's been all right and she likes her nurse. My God, you're the only human being in this world I can ask this of."
Franz grunted1, considering whether or not he could be trusted to think always of his partner's interest.
In Zurich the next week Dick drove to the airport and took the big plane for Munich. Soaring and roaring into the blue he felt numb2, realizing how tired he was. A vast persuasive3 quiet stole over him, and he abandoned sickness to the sick, sound to the motors, direction to the pilot. He had no intention of attending so much as a single session of the congress—he could imagine it well enough, new pamphlets by Bleuler and the elder Forel that he could much better digest at home, the paper by the American who cured dementia præcox by pulling out his patient's teeth or cauterizing4 their tonsils, the half-derisive respect with which this idea would be greeted, for no more reason than that America was such a rich and powerful country. The other delegates from America—red-headed Schwartz with his saint's face and his infinite patience in straddling two worlds, as well as dozens of commercial alienists with hang-dog faces, who would be present partly to increase their standing5, and hence their reach for the big plums of the criminal practice, partly to master novel sophistries6 that they could weave into their stock in trade, to the infinite confusion of all values. There would be cynical7 Latins, and some man of Freud's from Vienna. Articulate among them would be the great Jung, bland8, super-vigorous, on his rounds between the forests of anthropology9 and the neuroses of school-boys. At first there would be an American cast to the congress, almost Rotarian in its forms and ceremonies, then the closer-knit European vitality10 would fight through, and finally the Americans would play their trump11 card, the announcement of colossal12 gifts and endowments, of great new plants and training schools, and in the presence of the figures the Europeans would blanch13 and walk timidly. But he would not be there to see.
They skirted the Vorarlberg Alps, and Dick felt a pastoral delight in watching the villages. There were always four or five in sight, each one gathered around a church. It was simple looking at the earth from far off, simple as playing grim games with dolls and soldiers. This was the way statesmen and commanders and all retired14 people looked at things. Anyhow, it was a good draft of relief.
An Englishman spoke15 to him from across the aisle16 but he found something antipathetic in the English lately. England was like a rich man after a disastrous17 orgy who makes up to the household by chatting with them individually, when it is obvious to them that he is only trying to get back his self-respect in order to usurp18 his former power.
Dick had with him what magazines were available on the station quays19: The Century, The Motion Picture, L'lllustration, and the Fliegende Blätter, but it was more fun to descend20 in his imagination into the villages and shake hands with the rural characters. He sat in the churches as he sat in his father's church in Buffalo21, amid the starchy must of Sunday clothes. He listened to the wisdom of the Near East, was Crucified, Died, and was Buried in the cheerful church, and once more worried between five or ten cents for the collection plate, because of the girl who sat in the pew behind.
The Englishman suddenly borrowed his magazines with a little small change of conversation, and Dick, glad to see them go, thought of the voyage ahead of him. Wolf-like under his sheep's clothing of long-staple Australian wool, he considered the world of pleasure—the incorruptible Mediterranean22 with sweet old dirt caked in the olive trees, the peasant girl near Savona with a face as green and rose as the color of an illuminated23 missal. He would take her in his hands and snatch her across the border …
… but there he deserted24 her—he must press on toward the Isles25 of Greece, the cloudy waters of unfamiliar26 ports, the lost girl on shore, the moon of popular songs. A part of Dick's mind was made up of the tawdry souvenirs of his boyhood. Yet in that somewhat littered Five-and-Ten, he had managed to keep alive the low painful fire of intelligence.
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1 grunted | |
(猪等)作呼噜声( grunt的过去式和过去分词 ); (指人)发出类似的哼声; 咕哝着说 | |
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2 numb | |
adj.麻木的,失去感觉的;v.使麻木 | |
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3 persuasive | |
adj.有说服力的,能说得使人相信的 | |
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4 cauterizing | |
v.(用腐蚀性物质或烙铁)烧灼以消毒( cauterize的现在分词 ) | |
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5 standing | |
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的 | |
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6 sophistries | |
n.诡辩术( sophistry的名词复数 );(一次)诡辩 | |
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7 cynical | |
adj.(对人性或动机)怀疑的,不信世道向善的 | |
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8 bland | |
adj.淡而无味的,温和的,无刺激性的 | |
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9 anthropology | |
n.人类学 | |
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10 vitality | |
n.活力,生命力,效力 | |
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11 trump | |
n.王牌,法宝;v.打出王牌,吹喇叭 | |
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12 colossal | |
adj.异常的,庞大的 | |
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13 blanch | |
v.漂白;使变白;使(植物)不见日光而变白 | |
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adj.隐退的,退休的,退役的 | |
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n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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16 aisle | |
n.(教堂、教室、戏院等里的)过道,通道 | |
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17 disastrous | |
adj.灾难性的,造成灾害的;极坏的,很糟的 | |
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vt.篡夺,霸占;vi.篡位 | |
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码头( quay的名词复数 ) | |
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20 descend | |
vt./vi.传下来,下来,下降 | |
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21 buffalo | |
n.(北美)野牛;(亚洲)水牛 | |
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22 Mediterranean | |
adj.地中海的;地中海沿岸的 | |
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adj.被照明的;受启迪的 | |
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24 deserted | |
adj.荒芜的,荒废的,无人的,被遗弃的 | |
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岛( isle的名词复数 ) | |
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26 unfamiliar | |
adj.陌生的,不熟悉的 | |
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