纪录片《药物依赖》 第28期：产生耐药性

I was at 70 a day.

我有过一天吃70片

If I gave it to you, or anybody else,

如果你或者任何其他人吃的话

it could kill you.

可能会出人命

Me, I'm not saying it can't kill me.

而我 我不是说这不会害死我

I am at risk of that,

我这是在冒险

but my body has been more used to it than you.

但是我的身体对它的忍耐性更强

It's not just pain killers¹.

不仅仅是止痛药

Many medicines have the power to lure² us in.

很多药都有成瘾性

I had a situation where I kept waking during the night

我的问题是夜里总会醒

and I couldn't go back to sleep.

然后就睡不着了

I tried everything I could,

能试的办法我都试过

so basically I went to see the doctor

总之 最后我去看医生

and I explained to her what the problem was.

给她说明了我的情况

The tablets that she prescribed me was only a short-term thing,

她给我开的药方只是短期的

six to eight weeks,

六到八周

and I've been on them for about 20 years, something like that.

而我已经吃了差不多20年了

When I was on steroids, when I was a lot younger,

我服用类固醇的时候 那时年纪很小

I can always remember looking at them thinking,

我一直记着自己盯着那些药片 想着

"Can I actually give them up? When I'm in pain,

我真的能戒掉吗 我疼的时候

what am I going to do, what am I going to take?"

我该怎么办 我吃什么药

Gradually, as the years went by,

渐渐地 天长日久

I began to realise that I was seriously addicted³

我开始意识到自己严重上瘾了

and I just needed more and more. I couldn't get off them.

我得吃越来越多 根本戒不掉

1 killers   

凶手( killer的名词复数 )； 消灭…者； 致命物； 极难的事

参考例句：

• He remained steadfast in his determination to bring the killers to justice. 他要将杀人凶手绳之以法的决心一直没有动摇。
• They were professional killers who did in John. 杀死约翰的这些人是职业杀手。

2 lure   

n.吸引人的东西，诱惑物；vt.引诱，吸引

参考例句：

• Life in big cities is a lure for many country boys.大城市的生活吸引着许多乡下小伙子。
• He couldn't resist the lure of money.他不能抵制金钱的诱惑。

3 addicted   

adj.沉溺于....的，对...上瘾的

参考例句：

• He was addicted to heroin at the age of 17.他17岁的时候对海洛因上了瘾。
• She's become addicted to love stories.她迷上了爱情小说。