美国国家公共电台 NPR Margaret Trudeau Takes Center Stage — This Time, On Purpose

 

MARGARET TRUDEAU: We're on 28.

UNIDENTIFIED PERSON #1: We're on 28.

UNIDENTIFIED PERSON #2: We are in the middle of 28, yeah.

TRUDEAU: Middle of 28 - so instead of...

UNIDENTIFIED PERSON #3: Well - but why don't we start with when I left?

TRUDEAU: Why don't we?

SCOTT SIMON, HOST:

Margaret Trudeau - what a life. She married the 15th prime minister of Canada when she was just 22 and Pierre Trudeau was 51. That marriage came apart - publicly, spectacularly - as she made public rounds with rockers, actors and celebrities¹. Now that same Margaret Trudeau at the age of 70 is mother of the 23rd prime minister of Canada, Justin Trudeau, and is about to take the stage in a one-woman show.

TRUDEAU: (Reading) After I left Pierre I really was living life as two different people, and not just because I was fluctuating between mania² and depression. I was also living two different lives out in the world. Hobnobbing with the rich and famous in New York and London one minute, then putting my children to bed on the second floor at 24 Sussex the next. It was, needless to say, very confusing. And then a New York psychiatrist³ finally said, Margaret, you are a manic depressive.

SIMON: A table reading at Second City's UP Comedy Club in Chicago for forthcoming show "Certain Woman Of An Age." The section we heard had some of the names you may want to hear from her story - a Rolling Stone, a lion at the U.S. Senate and a Hollywood legend.

TRUDEAU: (Reading) I started working, making my own money and dating again - and real dating, not going out with the kind of guy who says, sorry, these past few weeks have been fun, but I need you to leave now because Anjelica Huston is coming to town. I'll give you a minute to figure out who that was. Got it? No (laughter).

UNIDENTIFIED PERSON #4: Let's hold there for a second.

TRUDEAU: OK.

UNIDENTIFIED PERSON #4: The question I have is...

SIMON: But Margaret Trudeau's show is meant to raise awareness⁴, not gossip. It's about one woman's struggle for mental health - her own.

I want to begin with a question that you are in a unique and not always blessed position to know. What is it like to be at the center of all of that attention?

TRUDEAU: For me, it was crippling. I would lose my footing, my self of identity. I - because I struggle with bipolar, my emotions are, you know, ready to be pulled one way or the other when I was untreated as I was then. And I would - I would either react very angrily to the invasion to my privacy, which is exactly what, of course, the paparazzi want because then they can show you as an angry person, not just nice. Or I'd get very sad that I was being picked on or centered when I really didn't want to be. I - you know, I didn't choose that life myself. It was my husband's life.

SIMON: So all the while you were photographed by the paparazzi with the Rolling Stones, with Jack⁵ Nicholson, Teddy Kennedy, with - I'm forgetting.

TRUDEAU: Oh I wasn't photographed with Teddy (laughter).

SIMON: You weren't photographed with Teddy Kennedy. Forgive me.

TRUDEAU: Once.

SIMON: There would be some historic interest in that.

TRUDEAU: When we met (laughter).

SIMON: OK, oh, yes. Well, that's what I'm thinking - and lots of people. It strikes me sitting here now - they were taking your picture. They weren't really seeing you or what was going on.

TRUDEAU: Yes. That was very true. And I - I had studied acting⁶ in New York when I left Pierre. That was the big thing that I did. I worked very hard at it actually. I danced the night away at Studio 54, but that was kind of my workout because I was studying at Wyn Handman's American Place, and I really was serious about it. And the worst thing about that was that I learned to be quite a good actress and to hide what was really happening inside me and to change in a second my demeanor⁷ from being so sad and feeling so hopeless and not feeling part of. And I could just snap in a second and give my children or my friends or whoever was watching, an interviewer, a completely different impression.

SIMON: Did you have any concerns about doing this show, going public with all this?

TRUDEAU: No, as, Scott - part of my history is the last 13 years I've been a mental health advocate...

SIMON: Yeah.

TRUDEAU: ...Which I was sort of assigned the job by the people at the hospital, The Royal Ottawa Hospital, where I was treated. And they helped me recover and get back on my feet and start living the good life. They got my hope back and my will to live - all the things that you lose when you're so ill. And they asked me if I would be interested in being an advocate and getting out there and telling my story to help others and particularly to help families understand what's happening to someone who is in mental disorder⁸ and how they can help and also to understand that the denial of the mental illness is the thing that's going to keep you in misery⁹.

SIMON: There's a line in the show just from what we heard that really got to me. It's where you say, people take ordinary life for granted.

TRUDEAU: I know. It's the details, the little details of the lovely life we're given, whether it's planting a flower, wiping a little baby's face, just all the things that we do that add up to a good life. Those of us who are enthralled¹¹ with the fast, the moving and never satisfied with this good life really need some help to get to the truth of how you have a really happy, peaceful, good life. It's with balance and consistency¹² and most - and here I'll go into my rant¹⁰. And most importantly, get a very good night's sleep. Feed your brain with healthy food and get outside (laughter). And those three things, you'll have mental health and you'll have - and be kind, be kind, be kind.

SIMON: Yeah. How are you feeling now, may I ask?

TRUDEAU: I have never been in a better place in my life, I don't think. It took me a long time to get here. I didn't have - my real help didn't come to me until I was 50. So I want to be the person who gives the hope to somebody who says there can't possibly be anything better out there for me and to say, oh, yes, there is. Just reach out and ask for help.

SIMON: Margaret Trudeau, thanks so much for speaking with us.

TRUDEAU: You're so welcome, Scott. This has been a pleasure and an honor for me.

1 celebrities   

n.（尤指娱乐界的）名人( celebrity的名词复数 )；名流；名声；名誉

参考例句：

• He only invited A-list celebrities to his parties. 他只邀请头等名流参加他的聚会。
• a TV chat show full of B-list celebrities 由众多二流人物参加的电视访谈节目

2 mania   

n.疯狂；躁狂症，狂热，癖好

参考例句：

• Football mania is sweeping the country.足球热正风靡全国。
• Collecting small items can easily become a mania.收藏零星物品往往容易变成一种癖好。

3 psychiatrist   

n.精神病专家；精神病医师

参考例句：

• He went to a psychiatrist about his compulsive gambling.他去看精神科医生治疗不能自拔的赌瘾。
• The psychiatrist corrected him gently.精神病医师彬彬有礼地纠正他。

4 awareness   

n.意识，觉悟，懂事，明智

参考例句：

• There is a general awareness that smoking is harmful.人们普遍认识到吸烟有害健康。
• Environmental awareness has increased over the years.这些年来人们的环境意识增强了。

5 jack   

n.插座，千斤顶，男人；v.抬起，提醒，扛举；n.（Jake）杰克

参考例句：

• I am looking for the headphone jack.我正在找寻头戴式耳机插孔。
• He lifted the car with a jack to change the flat tyre.他用千斤顶把车顶起来换下瘪轮胎。

6 acting   

n.演戏，行为，假装；adj.代理的，临时的，演出用的

参考例句：

• Ignore her,she's just acting.别理她，她只是假装的。
• During the seventies,her acting career was in eclipse.在七十年代，她的表演生涯黯然失色。

7 demeanor   

n.行为；风度

参考例句：

• She is quiet in her demeanor.她举止文静。
• The old soldier never lost his military demeanor.那个老军人从来没有失去军人风度。

8 disorder   

n.紊乱，混乱；骚动，骚乱；疾病，失调

参考例句：

• When returning back,he discovered the room to be in disorder.回家后，他发现屋子里乱七八糟。
• It contained a vast number of letters in great disorder.里面七零八落地装着许多信件。

9 misery   

n.痛苦，苦恼，苦难；悲惨的境遇，贫苦

参考例句：

• Business depression usually causes misery among the working class.商业不景气常使工薪阶层受苦。
• He has rescued me from the mire of misery.他把我从苦海里救了出来。

10 rant   

v.咆哮；怒吼；n.大话；粗野的话

参考例句：

• You can rant and rave at the fine,but you'll still have to pay it.你闹也好，骂也好，罚金还是得交。
• If we rant on the net,the world is our audience.如果我们在网络上大声嚷嚷，全世界都是我们的听众。

11 enthralled   

迷住，吸引住( enthrall的过去式和过去分词 )； 使感到非常愉快

参考例句：

• The child watched, enthralled by the bright moving images. 这孩子看着那明亮的移动的影像，被迷住了。
• The children listened enthralled as the storyteller unfolded her tale. 讲故事的人一步步展开故事情节，孩子们都听得入迷了。

12 consistency   

n.一贯性，前后一致，稳定性；(液体的)浓度

参考例句：

• Your behaviour lacks consistency.你的行为缺乏一贯性。
• We appreciate the consistency and stability in China and in Chinese politics.我们赞赏中国及其政策的连续性和稳定性。