《丑女贝蒂》精讲 112让逝者看着你生活美好（在线收听）

I just--I can't stand the feeling that I don't know what to do.

这不知道该怎么干的感觉 让我快受不了了

What comes next? What's gonna help?

接下来会怎样 怎样才能有好处

You just gotta try and find something that works for you.

你只能不断尝试对你有用的

I try everything.

我什么都试过了

As far as mourners go, I think I fall on the needy side.

只要悲伤还继续 我想我的状况一定会很糟糕

Is anything working?

有管用的吗

Actually,there's this thing I heard that really stuck with me.

实际上 我听过一个办法 而我确实一直坚持着

It's this idea that when you lose someone,

有种说法是 当你失去了一个人

you should do one thing every day that makes you feel totally alive.

你应该每天应该做一件 让你感觉自己还活着的事情

You know, because it feels like there's so much death?

你知道的 因为感觉似乎已经有太多的死亡了

I don't exactly know what would make me feel like that right now.

我现在无法想象什么事情能让我有那种感觉

It's--it's been a while.

这 这已经有一阵子了

I hear ya.

我知道了

Unfortunately for me, at of the things that used to make me feel alive are illegal.

对我来说 不幸的是很多曾让我觉得活着的事情都犯法

Wait. What's that smile?

等等 你笑什么

When I was a kid,we used to spend the summers in the Hamptons.

我小时候我们会在汉普顿过夏天

My brother and I would stay up and then we'd sneak in to the neighbors' yards and swim in their pools,

我哥和我会不睡觉 然后我们偷偷溜进邻居的院子 在他们的游泳池里游泳

which was kinda weird , because we had a pool.

这其实有点诡异 因为我们自己有游泳池

But it didn't matter,'cause every time we did it, I always thought...

不过没关系 因为每次我们这么干时

we are, for sure, the coolest kids ever.

我总觉得 我们当仁不让是前所未有最酷的孩子

you know... I didn't do my feel alive thing for today.

你知道吗 我今天还没做我那件让我觉得活着的事情