【荆棘鸟】第六章 10

Going to bed in icy bedrooms, getting up in icy bedrooms, waiting patiently for Mum to spare a little hot water from the great kettle on the hob so that washing was not a teeth-chattering, painful ordeal¹.

One day small Hal started to cough and wheeze², and rapidly grew worse. Fee mixed up a gluey hot poultice of charcoal³ and spread it on his laboring⁴ little chest, but it seemed to give him no relief. At first she was not unduly⁵ worried, but as the day drew on he began to deteriorate⁶ so quickly she no longer had any idea what to do, and Meggie sat by his side wringing⁷ her hands, praying a wordless stream of Our Fathers and Hail Marys. When Paddy came in at six the child's breathing was audible from the veranda⁸, and his lips were blue. Paddy set off at once for the big house and the telephone, but the doctor was forty miles away and out on another case. They ignited a pan of sulphur and held him over it in an attempt to make him cough up the membrane⁹ in his throat slowly choking him, but he could not manage to contract his rib¹⁰ cage enough to dislodge it. His color was growing a deeper blue, his respiration¹¹ was convulsive. Meggie sat holding him and. praying, her heart squeezed to a wedge of pain because the poor little fellow fought so for every breath. Of all the children, Hal was the dearest to her; she was his mother. Never before had she wished so desperately¹² to be a grown-up mother, thinking that were she a woman like Fee, she would somehow have the power to heal him. Fee couldn't heal him because Fee wasn't his mother. Confused and terrified, she held the heaving little body close, trying to help Hal breathe. It never occurred to her that he might die, even when Fee and Paddy sank to their knees by the bed and prayed, not knowing what else to do. At midnight Paddy pried¹³ Meggie's arms from around the still child, and laid him down tenderly against the stack of pillows.

Meggie's eyes flew open; she had half fallen to sleep, lulled¹⁴ because Hal had stopped struggling. "Oh, Daddy, he's better!" she said. Paddy shook his head; he seemed shriveled and old, the lamp picking up frosty bits in his hair, frosty bits in his week-long beard. "No, Meggie, Hal's not better in the way you mean, but he's at peace. He's gone to God, he's out of his pain."

"Daddy means he's dead," said Fee tonelessly. "Oh, Daddy, no! He can't be dead."

But the small creature in the pillowed nest was dead.

 

他们在寒可结冰的屋子里上床睡觉，又在寒可结冰的屋子里起床，等待着妈妈能从炉旁铁锅架上的那口大锅里剩下一点热水，这样洗脸就不会成为牙齿捉对儿打战的苦事了。

　　一天，小哈尔开始咳嗽，呼哧呼哧地直喘，接着，病情急转直下。菲调起了粘乎乎的热木炭敷糊剂，在他那吃力地喘着气的小胸脯上摊开，可这好像并没有使他好转。开始，她并不感到特别忧虑，但是一天拖下来，他的病情迅速恶化，她就不知道该怎么办才好了。梅吉坐在他身边，绞动着双手，不断地嘟囔着，祈祷圣父和圣母玛丽亚。当帕迪6点钟走进来时，从走廊里就听得见那孩子的喘息声；他的双唇发紫。

　　帕迪马上就动身到大它打电话去了。可是，医生远在410英里之外。出门看另一个病人去了。他们装着了一盘硫磺，将它举在锅上，企图让孩子将那慢慢地窒息住他喉咙的粘痰咳出来；但是，孩子已无法使自己的肋骨收缩，粘痰咳不出来。他的脸色变得更加发紫了，呼吸发生了痉挛。梅吉坐在那里，抱着他，祈祷着；她的心痛苦欲裂，因为那可爱的小家伙每呼吸一次都挣扎一下。哈尔在所有的孩子中是和她最亲的一个，她就是他的母亲。以前，她从来没有这么渴望成为一个成年的母亲，认为那样她就成了一个像菲一样的女人了；不管怎么样，她有使他痊愈的能力。菲力法使他痊愈的，因为菲不是他的母亲。她慌乱而又恐惧地紧紧抱着那呼吸吃力的小身体，想帮助哈尔呼吸。

　　她从来没有想到过他会死，甚至当菲和帕迪跪在床前祈祷着，不和如何是好的时候，她也没想过。半夜，帕迪掰开了梅吉紧紧抱着那一动不动的孩子的胳膊，轻轻地将他放在一堆枕头旁。

　　梅吉的眼睛一下子就睁开了，她已经是半睡半醒，平静下来了，因为哈尔不再挣扎了。"哦，爹，他好些啦！"她说道。

　　帕迪摇了摇头，他显得萎靡而衰老，他的头发上结起了点点霜花，一个星期没刮的胡子上也结满了点点霜花。"不，梅吉，哈尔不是像你说的那样好些了，不过，他获得了安宁。他到上帝那儿去了。脱离了苦海。"

　　"爹的意思是说他已经死了。"菲冷冷地说道。

　　"啊，爹，不！他不能死啊！"

　　但是。那枕堆中的小东西已经死了。

1 ordeal   

n.苦难经历，（尤指对品格、耐力的）严峻考验

参考例句：

• She managed to keep her sanity throughout the ordeal.在那场磨难中她始终保持神志正常。
• Being lost in the wilderness for a week was an ordeal for me.在荒野里迷路一星期对我来说真是一场磨难。

2 wheeze   

n.喘息声，气喘声；v.喘息着说

参考例句：

• The old man managed to wheeze out a few words.老人勉强地喘息着说出了几句话。
• He has a slight wheeze in his chest.他呼吸时胸部发出轻微的响声。

3 charcoal   

n.炭，木炭，生物炭

参考例句：

• We need to get some more charcoal for the barbecue.我们烧烤需要更多的碳。
• Charcoal is used to filter water.木炭是用来过滤水的。

4 laboring   

n.劳动，操劳v.努力争取(for)( labor的现在分词 )；苦干；详细分析；（指引擎）缓慢而困难地运转

参考例句：

• The young man who said laboring was beneath his dignity finally put his pride in his pocket and got a job as a kitchen porter. 那个说过干活儿有失其身份的年轻人最终只能忍辱，做了厨房搬运工的工作。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• But this knowledge did not keep them from laboring to save him. 然而，这并不妨碍她们尽力挽救他。 来自飘（部分）

5 unduly   

adv.过度地，不适当地

参考例句：

• He did not sound unduly worried at the prospect.他的口气听上去对前景并不十分担忧。
• He argued that the law was unduly restrictive.他辩称法律的约束性有些过分了。

6 deteriorate   

v.变坏；恶化；退化

参考例句：

• Do you think relations between China and Japan will continue to deteriorate?你认为中日关系会继续恶化吗？
• He held that this would only cause the situation to deteriorate further.他认为，这只会使局势更加恶化。

7 wringing   

淋湿的，湿透的

参考例句：

• He was wringing wet after working in the field in the hot sun. 烈日下在田里干活使他汗流满面。
• He is wringing out the water from his swimming trunks. 他正在把游泳裤中的水绞出来。

8 veranda   

n.走廊；阳台

参考例句：

• She sat in the shade on the veranda.她坐在阳台上的遮荫处。
• They were strolling up and down the veranda.他们在走廊上来回徜徉。

9 membrane   

n.薄膜，膜皮，羊皮纸

参考例句：

• A vibrating membrane in the ear helps to convey sounds to the brain.耳膜的振动帮助声音传送到大脑。
• A plastic membrane serves as selective diffusion barrier.一层塑料薄膜起着选择性渗透屏障的作用。

10 rib   

n.肋骨，肋状物

参考例句：

• He broke a rib when he fell off his horse.他从马上摔下来折断了一根肋骨。
• He has broken a rib and the doctor has strapped it up.他断了一根肋骨，医生已包扎好了。

11 respiration   

n.呼吸作用；一次呼吸；植物光合作用

参考例句：

• They tried artificial respiration but it was of no avail.他们试做人工呼吸，可是无效。
• They made frequent checks on his respiration,pulse and blood.他们经常检查他的呼吸、脉搏和血液。

12 desperately   

adv.极度渴望地，绝望地，孤注一掷地

参考例句：

• He was desperately seeking a way to see her again.他正拼命想办法再见她一面。
• He longed desperately to be back at home.他非常渴望回家。

13 pried   

v.打听，刺探（他人的私事）( pry的过去式和过去分词 )；撬开

参考例句：

• We pried open the locked door with an iron bar. 我们用铁棍把锁着的门撬开。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• So Tom pried his mouth open and poured down the Pain-killer. 因此汤姆撬开它的嘴，把止痛药灌下去。 来自英汉文学 - 汤姆历险

14 lulled   

vt.使镇静，使安静（lull的过去式与过去分词形式）

参考例句：

• They lulled her into a false sense of security. 他们哄骗她，使她产生一种虚假的安全感。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• The movement of the train lulled me to sleep. 火车轻微的震动催我进入梦乡。 来自《简明英汉词典》