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Was1 this what God3 wanted me to do with my life4? I felt afraid, thinking5 that I might6 not be able7 to say "no" to St. John.
"St. John, don't choose me!" I cried. But I knew that St. John would8 not understand my feelings9. [-----1-----], no matter how bad it was.
"God wants you to be a missionary's wife10--my wife," he continued11. "Trust12 in Him, Jane. Marry13 me, to please God."
"St. John, I can't do that. I can't marry you and go to India14. I'm not strong enough." I said15 desperately16.
"I know how hard you can work, Jane. You can help me with the India women, and teach English to many students." [-----2-----]. I believed17 I could18 live in India with St. John, because the work would be rewarding19 and interesting. "Yes, I could do that. But I know he doesn't love me, and yet20 he still asks me to marry him! Why?" I thought22. After a while23, I said.
"St. John, I will go with you to India, but as2 your cousin, not as your wife."
He shook24 his head. "No, Jane. As my cousin, you could marry some other man any time and leave me. I need a wife, who will obey25 me and stay with my until26 death27."
Even28 though21 I did29 not want to go, I felt St. John's power30 over me already31. "I could go with you to India as a friend, but [-----3-----]. I will always give my heart32 to God, but you don't want it, St. John. You don't love me, and I don't love you," I said to him gently
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v.(is,am的过去式)是,在 | |
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conj.按照;如同 | |
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3 god | |
n.上帝,神;被极度崇拜的人或物 | |
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4 life | |
n.生活;生命 | |
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n.思考,思想;adj.思考的,有理性的;vbl.想,思考 | |
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aux./v.(may的过去式)可能;可以,允许 | |
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aux.will的过去式;愿,要;常常;大概;将要,会 | |
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n.感情;情绪;心情;情感;感觉( feeling的名词复数 );感情;同情;知觉 | |
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n.妻子,太太,老婆 | |
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n.信任,信赖,盼望,希望,赊卖,热望,切望;adj.信托的,被信托的 | |
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v.嫁;娶;与…结婚 | |
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n.印度(亚洲) | |
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v.相信( believe的过去式和过去分词 );认为;以为;对…信以为真 | |
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v.能,可能(can的过去式);aux.v.(can的过去式)能;可以 | |
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conj.虽然,尽管;即使;可是,不过,然而;adv.可是,不过,然而 | |
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n.想法,思想,思维,思潮,关心,挂念;v.vbl.think的过去式和过去分词 | |
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conj.当…的时候;而;虽然;尽管 n.一会儿 | |
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v.摇撼( shake的过去式 );(使)颤抖;握手;动摇 | |
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vt.服从;顺从 | |
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n.死,死亡 | |
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adj.平坦的,偶数的,相等的;adv.甚至,恰好,正当 | |
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n.心,中心,要点;v.鼓起勇气,激励 | |
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